My arms can’t carry the weight of the world anymore.
My mind won’t worry about tomorrow’s problems anymore.
My heart won’t always feel sorry anymore.

i feel like i've been abandoned by everyone i know. i'm not good enough for this. not skinny enough for this. not pretty enough for this. not spontaneous enough. not happy enough. not sad enough. i dont participate enough. i dont laugh enough. i dont cry enough. i'm not open enough. i'm not closed enough.

just not enough for anyone for whatever reason.

i dont fit in anymore. anywhere.

or with anyone.

so sure i'll post more crappy pictures.

being alone, all the time, i dont have anything else to do but take pictures.

i really hate my life. sorry to sound angsty. but i do. it always crumbles before me. and i just am so sick of fighting.

well. basically i suck at photography. so i'm done here for awhile. i'll return when i'm no longer inadequate and incompetent.

peace.

Hello, my name is Abigail Rachel. Its nice to meet you. I dont always have the best grammar and I cant afford a really good camera. I'm saving up but for now, mediocre pictures are what I can offer. Thanks to all of you for the 9000 pageviews, thousands of comments and favorites, and overall support over the past two years. I've gone from taking myspace-esque pictures of myself on here to actually beginning to develop as an artist. thank you again for bearing with me during my rough start on here. i love my entire dA family.

peace.




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kay.

1. My photos are under copyright. Any and all unauthorized use will result in legal action. They may not be used on xanga, blogger, livejournal, layout making, myspace, flickr, any photo site, any blogging site, or any site you operate.

2. Yes, I am fully aware of the post secret website. Do not insult my intelligence please.

3. Dont send me notes requesting certain types of pictures. None of your requests will ever be met.

4. Sorry this is a mean entry. I'm a really nice person in real life. Lets all just be friendly and not waste any time arguing over the internet. Group hug

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Here are some great photographers that deserve to be recognized:
*cough* my friends *cough*

Scott Metts [link]
Amy T [link]
Taylor F [link]
Kelsey R [link]
Kristen A [link]
Manuel Libres Librodo Jr. [link]
'Jazz' [link]
Steve Bish [link]


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Clubs/Groups

you may NOT NOT NOT use ANY of my pictures on your xangas for blogs, photo sites, layouts, or ANYTHING ELSE (this includes livejournal, blogger, etc.)

I am a beginning artist..I dont want my face plastered all over xanga.

I am on deviantART, because I want to be a deviantART artist, NOT A XANGA ARTIST.

This is all MY work, and thus I have the right to tell you if you can or cannot use it.

However, if you really want to use something. ask, i might let you use the picture. you can comment on this post if you like. but please, its COPYRIGHTED....dont use it unless you get MY PERMISSION.

I do NOT want to become widely distributed. You may think that strange, but I would just like to stay as a Deviant Artist, and nothing else at the moment. Having the most used/posted pictures on xanga is not my goal nor do I want my pictures to be subject to the craze of the month.

sorry, i hate to do this, but I feel the need to protect my work.


kthnxbye.

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